I found this video on Godtube, yes I got bored and looked around, its actually pretty good. Watch it if you want.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Hold on. "But my fingers are tired!"
Well first off sorry for the long absence things have just been going on and on, and yes I am still alive.
So I was in the youth service tonight and it was alright I guess. The subject matter I must confess was at least at first a little hard for me to sit through. You see it was about significant others and all that. Well the leader asked a bunch of questions about significant others and I didn't raise my hand for any of them, and for good reason as one who has never had a Significant other the questions really didn't apply to me.
Here comes the hard part though the other half of the room for some reason thought that we either were not participating or whatever which is fine by and large if thats what you're doing. Trust me I am not given to really care what most people think, but the kicker here was that, even if to answer a question in a negative way, it would have felt good to at least be able to answer at least one truthfully.
Don't get me wrong I fully endorse going over such things in a church setting because we all know that we get far too much input on such matters from the world and hardly any from the church. I just mean how long must a person hold on to hope for things to happen until they have to let go.
The leader said something that on the one hand gave me hope but on the other made me angry, he said "I believe that everyone has someone out there for them." This may not be word for word as he said but its close enough. The reason this statement makes me angry is the fact that I'm like wait how long does someone have to wait to see any movement in this area.
Don't get me wrong I'm not opposed to waiting it just seems like that area has died for me there seems to be not even breathe of life left in it. I don't ask for much just something to tell me that hope isn't dead yet. I don't know maybe its the holiday season that has such thoughts on my mind for they were there before the message tonight, or maybe I've finally gone crazy, I almost wish for that then at least I'd have a reason to be this way.
Well thats what's on my mind as of now, sorry its kind of sad, but I did promise honesty didn't I.
So I was in the youth service tonight and it was alright I guess. The subject matter I must confess was at least at first a little hard for me to sit through. You see it was about significant others and all that. Well the leader asked a bunch of questions about significant others and I didn't raise my hand for any of them, and for good reason as one who has never had a Significant other the questions really didn't apply to me.
Here comes the hard part though the other half of the room for some reason thought that we either were not participating or whatever which is fine by and large if thats what you're doing. Trust me I am not given to really care what most people think, but the kicker here was that, even if to answer a question in a negative way, it would have felt good to at least be able to answer at least one truthfully.
Don't get me wrong I fully endorse going over such things in a church setting because we all know that we get far too much input on such matters from the world and hardly any from the church. I just mean how long must a person hold on to hope for things to happen until they have to let go.
The leader said something that on the one hand gave me hope but on the other made me angry, he said "I believe that everyone has someone out there for them." This may not be word for word as he said but its close enough. The reason this statement makes me angry is the fact that I'm like wait how long does someone have to wait to see any movement in this area.
Don't get me wrong I'm not opposed to waiting it just seems like that area has died for me there seems to be not even breathe of life left in it. I don't ask for much just something to tell me that hope isn't dead yet. I don't know maybe its the holiday season that has such thoughts on my mind for they were there before the message tonight, or maybe I've finally gone crazy, I almost wish for that then at least I'd have a reason to be this way.
Well thats what's on my mind as of now, sorry its kind of sad, but I did promise honesty didn't I.
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